I shouldn’t have but I did

I shouldn't have but I did

I shouldn't have laughed but I laughed
I shouldn't have but I did
I should have helped but I didn't
I could have but I didn't

I shouldn't have ignored but I ignored
I shouldn't have but I did
I should have greeted but I didn't 
I could have but I didn't

I shouldn't have lied but I lied
I shouldn't have but I did
I should have confessed but I didn't 
I could have but I didn't

I shouldn't have played but I played
I shouldn't have but I did
I should have worked but I didn't 
I could have but I didn't 

I shouldn't have kissed but I kissed
I shouldn't have but I did 
I should have waited but I didn't
I could have but I didn't

I shouldn't have hated but I hated
I shouldn't have but I did
I should have loved but I just couldn't
I could have but I just couldn't 

Because I shouldn't have but I did